Nicole

Help me to forgive my family I grew up with biological mom and step dad who both drank I had my first child at the age of 16 and by 29 I was was into heavy addiction to Iv meth use I have been clean and sober 169 days 10 days from 6 months I’m 38 now this is the longest I’ve been sober in 8 years but my family hurt me so bad my cousin molested my daughter I broke my n I was trying to heal the pain the only way I knew how in my house growing up I never knew what love was and never felt what it meant to be loved by my mom so in my life I only knew how to run run from pain run from the good things I don’t know how to feel feelings and really process them but I’m trying now but just pray that I can forgive them and myself

Received: January 23, 2023